Slow is smooth, smooth is fast.
To avoid shooting myself in the foot, I decided to get organized. From there the days seemed busy, but productive. First I would sit in one position and ponder the abyss of the dome and then after examining the internal world I moved on to the external reality.
What do I need to get in order? What needs structure?
I saw that my desk was messy. Letters upon letters, sticky notes, flashcards, and more paperwork, mostly medical bills. Ugh! As my body began to pace around the room I began to ask myself, "What is your blog about? "How will you captivate your audience? How will you engage your readers?"
I need to clean.
Then there was a clean desk. I then moved on to organizing my mail, medical bills and other miscellaneous paperwork. Done! It all has a pile, box, drawer and now I get on to a list. Lists, lists, lists! Finally organization is setting in. I developed a habit and now my external world matches the plans of the heart. Writing is not something I like to do, writing is something I must do. I must. While watching a movie with my brother Samuel, it suddenly hit me - TRUST THE PROCESS.
Everything I worried about was nonsense. This is about me. This blog is about muah! It is simple, yet sophisticated; silly, yet serious; personal, yet polished. What defines me as a writer is my experiences not my audience.
"What lies behind us and what lies ahead of us are tiny matters compared to what lives within us."
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Currently reading: The Grapes of Wrath
Currently listening: The Best of Debussy
Pain-level: 3
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http://melhoresmusicasclassicas.com/
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